NOSTALGIA.

Why do I always have this tangling feeling?
Is like I've an unfinished thing left to do.
Yet I don't even know what it is.

My heart has this " itchy " feeling, waiting to be exploded !
aahhahahahahah!!!!
Is like I've so many secrets,
that I just want to say it all out !
note: IS LIKE - that's the key word.

Yesterday was fun fun fun.
I think I am damn annoying.
hahahahahaa.
self-admit it first !
hope my amigos won't mind a crazy amigo.
I think I've become MUCH retarded than before,
keep saying lame stupid stuff,
and keep making retarded faces expressions.
What's wrong with me huh !???

Oh and woke up today feeling nostalgic.
Don't know why.
everything has been back to normal,
everyone has been back on track,
so is something good & something I been waiting for.
But why does this Nostalgic feeling still occur to me now and then?
Isn't last time even much worst?
I guess the after-effect is still here.
Please kick it off fast !!!!!
I want to be happy & light-hearted everyday,
everyone wants this too, right?

Oh moving on ~~~
you very sure everyone can move on???
everyone keeps telling others to move on,
but is so funny when people still get upset over the things they have "Moved on"
so tsktsk,
"Move on " is just a common lie from everyone's mouth.
Letting go is never easy,
why?
because there are still memories,
why?
because everyone once or now still loved/love each other.
is just everyone doesn't want to show it,
maybe out of Pride or something we can't or never understand.
isn't this really being tough on yourself???
Hmm.......
gotta think & analyze more why some people act like this. ( ALIEN'S MODE )

But like what I always say-
life is unpredictable.
the person you love may not be around anymore anytime...
so how long more are you gonna pretend?
will you be left with life-time regrets?
will you live, asking yourself " what if?????"

" Don't let your Pride take away your Happiness " -( from a Jap movie

My wishes:

Get a car of my own ! ( Honda Odyssey Black Premium Exc )
Visit Hokkaido/ Switzerland/ London!
Niece grows up to be a chio bu ( hopefully got big pretty eyes )
Grow Taller ( wishful thinking but it did happen! )
Nose become straighter & eyes bigger ( plastic dreams again =.= )

and...........

everyone can be with the person they love for a lifetime :)