I wanna be sincere in everything I do.
Yes,
this is the way how I'm going to treat things,
and most importantly,
treat people who know me.
I'm gonna be cold to those who hate or judge me,
and if they don't,
I'll be sincere to them in anyway I can,
and I won't care about the past we had.
I need to let go of those bad memories.
Cause I honestly think I'm torturing myself.
In any simply word or action,
my brain would trigger the bullet.
And I'll be upset,
though I don't show it out......
I need to learn to have faith again,
I know I will, I know I can,
there's nothing I can do to convince myself at this time
but I just know.......
At this moment,
my heart and mind are on its edge of losing its sanity.
Tomorrow will be better, isn't it?
I choose to believe.
even though so much have happened....
I never completely lost hope,
I was just badly scarred......
I was just totally worn out....
But now, I'm still standing here.
And I'm smiling on & on not because things are making me happy,
yes it does to some extend,
but I'm smiling to ease my wounded heart.......
I'll be fine.
You'd be fine.
Let's just continue to walk on with our stronger self after we have picked ourselves up ,
and not leave any regret,
this is the least you can do.
and this is the least..
we can do.
let's just walk till the end together.
Because I choose Love over Hatred.
though times to times I'll be torn apart by these 2 extreme points,
I'll pick myself up after some foolish thoughts.
