Friday, April 8, 2011

I felt like I was in the box.
Up above me there's a ceiling, with no sky I can see.
Below is a floor, but no sense of stability.
And with walls on either sides.
So how to say...
it seems like there are no top or bottom,
right and left anymore.
That's right!
The things I keep inside these box,
it was neither beautiful or shining.
So I don't really allow it to be opened,
so if I let you in.......

I've to balance myself out of all the instability right?
It feels as if I'm walking on the air,
and I've defeated gravity.

Is alright, I'll continue breaking those walls
and find the door someday.

And I have this new understanding...
"There isn't simply just one truth...
Truth is what each of us individually feels..."
Once I finally understood this, it was easier.
Therefore, Somehow....
I feel that I no longer need anyone to believe in the Truth of what I believed anymore.
As long as I feel this is the way and my heart has that right sense,
I'll go with it even if the whole world says No.
I really feel easier & less-burden when I tell myself this.

That's why I can go on walking, laughing & breathing- just as usual,
even if I'm stuck in a box I built up within myself.

I don’t want to fight anyone, I just want to find myself.
I don’t want to hate anyone, I just want to convey my feelings.

The Fairy & The Funeral{1:54 AM}
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