I somehow, found back the confidence & strength I had long ago.
You know,
that kind of power you get when you hit rock bottom,
where everyone dislikes you & ditch you & outcast you.
And that's when you gain a enormous amount of real power to get yourself back.
I honestly feel that this power is so genuine.
and I'm glad everything happened.
I'm confidence now not because everyone likes me,
but everyone dislikes me.
I've gained it cause I need to love myself more than anyone else.
I realized,
you can't depend on others for emotional support.
Be it friends or families or the person you truly loves.
Afterall, they are not You.
After all, they can still cast you aside.
So I've gained this thing inside me after a long while.
That was the time how arrogant I was
in order to protect myself.
Now?
I don't use arrogance as a form of protection.
I use acceptance of myself.
