Sunday, March 27, 2011

I can't really differentiate between
"Honest" and "Selfish "

I get confused and lost.

Honest--> Say out what you feel/ reject what you don't like / be who you really are

Selfish--> Inconsiderate / failed to provide convenient for others/ cares only for yourself

But if I look more in depth,
isn't being Honest = Selfish????
HAHAHAHAHHA!!!!
so if you look at opposite side,
Being dishonest ( as in trying to fit in to other's ) = NOT SELFISH?
So what should you really be?
Or is it best to balance????

Random notes:
I don't know why I'm so sleepy everyday.
I forgot how to cook spaghetti.
I wanna learn cooking so badly.
I think I'm addicted to wearing jeans.
I wanna read but I can't focus.
I look forward to Cheers tomorrow.
I look forward to my break.
I look forward to year 3 cause I miss my class.

I wanna do what I wanna do so badly!!!!!!
That's it man.
I'm gonna live like I'm dying tomorrow.
real face, here I come.

I think I'm possessed by some mysterious strength.
I can face those negative things directly,
without even looking away!!!!!
CAUSE EVERYTHING DOESN'T MATTER TO ME ANYMORE !!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!
or I should say,
it barely affects me at all.

I guess now my blog is meant for my personal world for people who know me.
will try to update as many as I can !

The Fairy & The Funeral{11:07 PM}
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