Honestly,
I hate it when I feel weak & miserable.
I hate myself this moment of the day.
But I really wonder,
why do I always have the feeling of this anxiety thing,
maybe my loved ones are all right about me.
That I've this paranoid thing inside me.
whenever something that I think of,
it'd definitely be the negative side of it.
I feel that I assume things too much & too fast.
And I really do hurt people when I think like that of them.
And I really have to admit,
this is 1 of my biggest flaw.
and is hard to change cause it's within me.
But nevertheless,
I'll really do my best to kick of this bad side of mine !!!!!
Please have faith in me,
for those who know/experience this flaw of mine.
and I'm really really sorry.
But please understand,
that I wasn't born to be like this.
The things i saw & felt & experienced before,
made me this way.
It'd be nice & comforting if someone can understand this
and embrace it,
and.......
accept me for this way.
