Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Today cabbed outside to eat with team mates during lunch break~~~
nice eating session ~
time passed way faster than yesterday.
so was glad.

tomorrow open house !
May just faint anytime.

I don't think I can go on like this anymore.
May be hospitalized if never have a break.

And I am super lack of money these 2 weeks.
And I'm really really craving to drink wine.
I feel like asking for extra money just to buy a big bottle of wine to drink alone at home.
chilling & drinking slowly over the weekend.
And to help my sleep too.
But don't wanna do that.
Like so useless & irresponsible.
gosh, but really feel like doing that.
Maybe withdraw money.
But withdraw money to drink?????
that I will regret for sure.
But the craving is here & is burning strongly !!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~~~~
torn apart.
ok, sounds so over.

Everyone resttttttttttttttttttt well.

The Fairy & The Funeral{8:00 PM}
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