I failed to see in a lot of things.
I thought I've done this & that,
so why still like this?
sometimes
I really can't stand myself too.
why the troubles?
why the pain?
All along what he wanted was to leave him alone,
Just don't do anything & leave him alone.
Yeah, I've done that - I thought.
But think twice again , shun.
You've done that but in between,
you also never really leave him alone.
But created more troubles.
Sometimes trying isn't the way to solution.
Sometimes trying to understand more just make people more annoyed.
There were a lot of misunderstanding.
A lot of words are being seen as another way.
A lot of action that have been taken in the wrong way.
After today,
I realized I really annoyed a lot of people.
People that I called as friends.
Sorry I failed to realize that.
But I want you to know-
I'm not that heartless to just don't care at all.
Everyone changes.
Me, You, that girl, that boy in our memory.
Everyone needs space.
I myself also love being isolated cause that's when I'm really comfortable.
that kind of no one to disturb me,
no one to care about me,
that kind of - I wish everyone can just shut up & stop asking about me.
I want to tell, I will tell.
I want to open, I'll open
So just leave me alone.
that feeling is just so great.
So take your time to be in that form.
I'll continue to let loose.
I'll not do anymore unnecessary things.
I'll leave things as they are.
I'll leave you as you are.
And I want people to leave me as I am too.
But I will always be here.
Until that day...
and I forgot to say;
Take Care Of Yourself.
