Count Down to my Last Angel
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Yesterday I dreamed of something,
so good
that I didn't want to wake up.
I dreamed
that
I was
in
LONDON
!!!!!!!!!!!
and I met
a lot of people
from my past.
This dream was so bizzare
and so real.
That I really want to live
inside this dream.
It's like a reconnection
from the current me
to the people that know the old me.
feel so good that it has come to an end,
because this was an happy ending.
A supposed tragic fairtytale
that ended up with
" happily ever after....."
I realized I can't be cruel to you.
I wonder if I ever cross your mind just once?
because I did every time...
in my dreams.....
I knew it was too good to be true........
maybe you're trying to become a person someone could love,
but someone did love you.
You've slowly destroyed the only thing that can love you....
I wonder when will be the day,
I can say to myself with my head high
" I don't love you anymore.... "
But it takes more than myself to kill me......
The Fairy & The Funeral{1:24 PM}
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