I wonder how is the girl I saw long ago,
is right now?
SHIT !!!!!
I REALIZED I MISS OUT 1 THING I WANTED TO DO DURING HOLI !!!
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !!!!!!!
I miss out to be a voluntary worker for cancer-stricken kids !!!
wanted to do that with brown rice since long ago,
and I freaking miss it !!!!!!!
argh !
soon soon !!!
ahhahahahahah.
To do list--( original )
-go out with secondary school friends ( Great success )
-go out with poly friends ( failed but can't be bothered. Asked before but all give cold reply. Give Up.)
-clubbing ( lose interest after cutting hair )
-working ( Great success - Fashion retailer & tuition teacher )
oh and really thanks a lot to Chinfang :)
really really thank you with all my heart for being so nice to me !!!
really thanks for all the help, concern & effort you made to me !!
:)
Learn cooking ( mild success )
Reading ( success )
Voluntary at hospital ( Failed :( !!!! --> wanted to do this so badly . I wanted to help those sick kids! argh !!!!!!!!! I SWEAR I WILL DO THIS SOON !!)
Spend time with family ( Great success!!!! )
Buying clothes & everything for next sem ( Can't do it yet cause I wanted to use my very own salary to do this. Got to stop being a mama boy & ask everything for mum to pay. That is just so pathetic for being a guy who is 19 years old. so waiting for end of October. My $$$$ )
Use my salary to treat mum & dad a good meal. ( Till I get my pay )
Get Itouch clothes ( Too lazy ! can' be bothered at all.)
anyway,
I think I need to go for health check soon.
I really meant it.
something is wrong again.
Please bless me.
and now my biggest desire
is to go on a trip with Linda.
Go Europe & free & easy there.
explore, feel, taste, see, experience.
eat.pray.love
everynight this feeling of desire will come so badly.
OH OH OH !!!
recently my mama has finally " OPEN HER BRAIN "
she :" aiya Spore so sian one.Let's go overseas soon la "
HAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!
FINALLY SHE UNDERSTOOD MY FEELING !!!
yipee !!
gonna psycho her to go Europe!
Now I don;t care about Jap & Korea,
Europe is just freaking the place for me.
It is what I needed.
and niece is getting so damn cute.
she has started laughing " WAKAKAKAKA "
hahahahah.
seeing my mum so happy,
I felt so relief.
kekekeke.
and yesterday watched locked up abroad.
1 lady was conned by her friend !!
her friend put drugs in her bag,
and she got caught.
damn it.
she was innocently jailed for 5 years.
So damn sad.
betrayed by friend,
and when she was released,
she can't be with her husband anymore as everything has changed.
I feel so damn pissed & sad for her.
K bye.
tomorrow school will start again.
time to meet new people.
time to start a new environment.
Hopefully can meet great people in my group.
