Count Down to my Last Angel
Monday, October 11, 2010
" I rather suffer with the person I love & be with him foreverrather than being with someone who loves meBut I don't love him "WOW.Inspired !A love-hate relationship.hahahahahah.oh ! oh !forgot to say !and please don't misunderstand the recent posts I wrote !!!!they're simply movie scripts that I watched and I merely translated them in my own ways!!!cause I feel for the characters,so put their words in for fun sake !!kekekekke ~~" She has built a dream together with her lover,living together for the rest of their lives,yes, she admits her lover is boring & lame,but she loves him with all her heart,she gave all her heart to him,and she has built a dream they'd grow old together,but all in a minute,her dream is crushed....... "WOW.Empathy.A pure love for someone who is not perfect.note: Now this is my own words !!kekekekek ~~after watching some love love movies,don't know why feel quite a lot suddenly.overflow with emotions ~~I think is really okay to love somebody bravely.I feel that when you're in a relationship,the most important thing is mutual respect.give each other space.trust & faith play an important part,and they must co-exist with one another.Is okay to be possessive & jealous at times,this shows that you're afraid to lose them.But never cross over the borderas this may ruin a relationship,be it love or friendship.You know you're in lovewhen you stare into their eyes & can feel something.You can't stop staring into their eyes.But how to maintain a relationship?for all I know,the first few months are always sweet & sticky.But after that?you get bored with each other.And from what I heard,if you're truly in love,you simply endure with the boredombecausetheir presence with you is all that matters.you don't have to talk together all the time.you don't have to share everything together all the time.you don't have to go out together all the times.all that matter is,you still love them as always & before.and you just want to be with them till old......Take a good look at your parents,aren't they doing that already?fighting... nagging... can't stand each other...at the end of the day,they are still together & loving each other.maybe that is everlasting love.that comes with tolerance, acceptance, trust & endless love.Now now....how I wish someone could do that with me.growing old together,laughing & walking together....I don't really need money , looks or big houses ( except for car cause I hate public transport)Just need a good personality& a heart for me.I think I'll be the happiest man on earth already.someone to love & be loved.And I'll give it my all..............." Friends will come & go,even best friends can be sick of you for no good reasons,I want you to accept this. "No one will go chasing after you all the time.I really hate egoistic people.You may think you're humble but you're actually not.You may think you're correct but you're actually wrong.You may think you're good but you actually suck.Letting go is such an easy task for mecause I hate to force people.I only go for those who still bother.But still............I will still be the same to everyone.LOL.there is no need to show faces.Is better to keep a diplomatic relationshipisn't it !!!???kekekekekek ~~Friends still can be......cause I'm just friendly !!LOL.It's nice to know that you were there,thanks for acting like you caredand making me feel like I was the only one.愛すべきもののため 愛をくれるもののため できること......
The Fairy & The Funeral{5:55 PM}
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